I'm amazed at how quickly the seasons of our lives can change. Lately I've found my seasons are changing faster than the weather out here, or at least that's how things seem. I wanna compare the past decade to playing musical chairs on a merry-go-round. I've been lost, excited, depressed, content, searching, changing, lonely, crowded... all the feelings. I'm ready to get off of that ride. Yesterday. I'm ready to slow down, and take life in while I'm drifting down the lazy river, but I don't want an aimless ride, I want to get somewhere with purpose, but enjoying the ride and the scenery.
I want to get somewhere.
I want to make memories.
I want an Intentional life.
There's a list of demands I have been composing for myself, decluttering, working on health, finding more beauty in the world, smiling more often, get more sleep... I can jump around from goals to goals, and from one list to another in an instant. If there were Olympics for starting projects, I'd win gold, no contest. I'm truly not happy unless I'm creating something. I'm defiantly blessed with a talent of creating and making, but when your mind is spinning at warp speed thinking of all the things that need to be made RIGHT NOW, progress rarely happens. You'll see that thought process' handy work throughout this blog for sure. So when I decided to start planning ahead for my new year, the words I picked to be my motto made perfect sense to be in so many ways...
BE STILL
The phrase is commonly used in the bible in the context of calming fear, doubt, and anxiety. Psalm 46:10 to be exact, "Be still and know that I am God." When you read the entire passage, the author is telling us in short, "Knock it off, chill out, stop running around with your head cut off, breathe!" God has this all covered... if we can slow down long enough to allow Him to do His thing. I can not think of a more fitting verse on the planet than this for me. For living my days with more intention, more purpose. If I ever were to disappoint my mom and get a visible tattoo on my arm it would be this woven into a cross. Sorry mom. <3
I'm determined. My life is way too busy, and has far too little direction. I'm ready. With new growth we must first shed some old skin, pull some old weeds, and toss the clutter. I'm still working on this list, shedding things isn't as easy as I wish it were. My intention is to share my journey here, I miss my years of writing online, and the relief it brought my mind to empty all those spinning thoughts. More intention, less quick status updates without depth or true purpose throughout the webs. And hopefully some better flow, and planning will develop in my writing skills as we go. :p
Want to join me?
I'm following the lead of Lara Casey and her book {Make it Happen} along with Emily Ley's book {Grace not Perfection}, and I highly recommend both books, and everything else the authors have listed on their sites. I'll be sharing more on those later. You'll still be able to join my journey without the books, if I plan this all out right. :)
How about you? Do you pick a word to define your new year? If you do what words are you thinking about for 2018?
~ Emily